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Jul. 10th, 2006 @ 10:12 pm
Your Birth Month is January

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.
Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.

Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona

Your gemstone: Garnet

Your flower: Snowdrop

Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue




You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach

You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun.
And you don't just love summer... you live for it.
So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach!


Too bad I don't really like the beach...but whatever! :]

Curiousities Jul. 10th, 2006 @ 10:04 pm
Hey, so I have a couple questions for all readers out there interested in responding. For both questions I'm just interested in others' viewpoints.

1.) How would you define femininity? Do you see it in the different women you interact with? (This is a question from my bible study that my group has been discussing at length.)

2.) What is your opinion of single sex classrooms? A good idea or a bad one? (I saw this on msn.com today....I personally think it's a good idea, but I want to know what others think.)

Thanks!
Current Mood: crankycranky

Some Kind of Update Jul. 1st, 2006 @ 06:07 pm
I feel like I should attempt to provide some kind of update, but at this point that would require too much brain power. I did however successfully finish school (although a day late) on June 22. This past week I did VBS at church with the pre-K group. That was a fun experience. :] Today was day 1 of actual relaxing....I was able to actually sleep and not have to get up to an alarm! So, I woke up at 3pm....who cares!?! :]
Anyway, here's a fun little list that was forwarded to me from a teammate. I especially love numbers 1, 2, 7, 8, and 13.

YOU MIGHT BE EMPLOYED BY A SCHOOL IF...

1. You believe the playground should be equipped with a Ritalin salt lick.

2. You want to slap the next person that says "Must be nice to work 8 to 3:30 and have summers off".

3. You can tell it's a full moon without ever looking outside.

4. You believe "shallow gene pool" should have its own box on the report card.

5. You believe that unspeakable evils will befall you if anyone says "Boy, the kids sure are mellow today".

6. When out in public you feel the urge to snap your fingers at children you do not know and correct their behavior.

7. You have no social life between August and June.

8. Marking all A's on report cards would make your life SO much easier.

9. You think people should be required to get a government permit before being allowed to reproduce.

10. You wonder how some parents ever MANAGED to reproduce.

11. You laugh uncontrollably when people refer to the staff room as the LOUNGE.

12. You encourage an obnoxious parent to check into charter schools or home school.

13. You can't have children because there's no NAME you can give your child that wouldn't bring on HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE the moment you heard it uttered.

14. You think caffeine should be available in an intravenous form.

15. You know you are in for a major project when a parents says "I have a great idea I'd like to discuss. I think it would be such fun".

16. Meeting a child's parent instantly answers the question "WHY IS THIS CHILD LIKE THIS?"
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: You Send Me - Shawn Kane

Welcome Back to Me...Here's a Quiz! Jun. 30th, 2006 @ 05:01 pm
You Are Apple Green

You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.
And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.
You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.
Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: L'amour Heureux

I've turned into a hermit... Dec. 1st, 2005 @ 09:00 pm
"I need a hobby. Something to pass my time - a goal I can work toward. I've tried knitting, square dancing, social work. I need to have passion about something. Here I am, sitting at my kitchen table, staring at my pancakes and coffee, feeling the emptiness of a life with no meaning.
It's like I'm sitting in a car but the engine is idling. I'm not even on the road - just off to the side. I see the others swoosh by me. I can recognize the shapes of the cars but not the direction they're going. I'm alone, all alone in a car on the side of the road."

"I rent a room and I
Fill the spaces with
Wood in places to
Make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul"

My life seems to be one thing over and over and over again. Monday - wake up, get ready, school, stay until reeaaallllyyyyy late, stop by my parents for dinner (because I'm poor and afraid of my own kitchen), work on school work until the late hours, sleep. Tuesday - wake up, get ready school, stay untill super late, stop by my parents for dinner, work on school work even later than the night before, sleep. And repeat three more times. Saturday and Sunday - sleep and work on school work. How exciting.

I've realized recently, I have to get out of this hole that's burying me alive. There's got to be more than this. I have to leave school way earlier, but what's the use if all I'm going to do is just go home and work on school stuff there for hours on end? I need activities. I need hobbies. I need a purpose.

I looked back to my school days and wondered how I got by then without getting so down. Now I know why Sarah remembers, longs, and cherishes those MWC days. I had things to do. I had places to be. I was needed. I had a purpose. I was at the BSU almost everynight for some activity or another....dinner Tuesday, bible study another night, choir another. There were people to eat with every day. I remember not having enough time for school work, because I was so busy, but it was all okay. How I long for those days again.

Now that I'm "on my own," it soooo much harder to find a place you belong in. There is no BSU across the street. I understand how easy it is for relationships to fall apart because people become workaholics. Work is a safe place...you know what's expected, you know what to do, and it's easy to put hours and hours into it. You surround yourself with your "safe place" (work) and everything else goes out the window. I've turned into a hermit. I don't talk to anyone outside of school. I don't visit anyone. I don't hang out with anyone. Who knows, due to my actions, I may not have any friends outside of school.

Life stinks. But there's *got* to be a way to fix it.

"There's gotta be something more. Gotta be more than this. I need a little less hard time. I need a little more bliss. I'm gonna take my chances. Take a chance I might. Find what I'm looking for. There's gotta be something more."








I despriately need to find my "Purpose Driven Life."
Current Mood: lonelylonely
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Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"



You Are Changing Leaves

Pretty, but soon dead.



You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

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Age?
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What's your motive?
Where will you carry out your plans from?
Weapon of choice?
When?
Your right hand manmwcrybaby
Top Assassinmhanley732
Just stands there and laughs evillyisfj01
Your inside source for the governmentshadofax10
Mad scientist that you recruited to design weaponscelect7
Backs out of the dealredhead6522
How much does this end up costing?$70,299,426
% of the world taken over successfully:
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» Sometimes that's how I feel...only it's more like 25 cents an hour.....

My BYOA Ending Will Be...

I Will Be Employed In an Early-Industrial-Era Nike Factory!

Quantum-Proton-Time-Singularity Nebula

You'll be employed in an early-industrial-era Nike factory! After a strange turn of events you find yourself gainfully employed in a sweatshop during the 1800s. The hours are long (and dangerous) but hey, you're earnin' 25 cents a day!

What's your BYOA Ending? Find Out Here!

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» Trying to get caught up and taking a few quizzes along the way...

ColorQuiz.com Jennie took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Seeks an affectionate relationship, offering fulfi..."


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» Interesting....
You scored as Shepherd Derrial Book. The Preacher. Out here, folks need a minister, if only to remind them that God hasn't forgotten them. It isn't about making them worship, it is teaching them to do right by themselves and other people. Why is that so hard for some to understand?

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Shepherd Derrial Book

75%

Simon Tam

69%

Kaylee (Kaywinnet Lee) Frye

63%

The Operative

63%

Zoe Alleyne Washburne

44%

Inara Serra

44%

River Tam

38%

Capt. Mal Reynolds

38%

Hoban 'Wash' Washburne

31%

Jayne Cobb

19%

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